| You take me higher every single day. |


C l o u d sYou grasped my hand as if it was going to slip away, like a bar of soap in the shower. Delicate desperation. I could feel each individual blade of grass tickle my neck the way you do when you want to see me smile. They caressed my elbows and ankles too. We lay flat on our backs and watched time drift past, white and pure and innocent. "Don't you think they're beautiful" you asked with no question mark. "I think you're perfect So you watched the clouds mutate while I closed my eyes to pretend I was the girl who had everything and dreamed of nothing.C l o u d s
You were the definition of exciting, lying in the gr


P i l l sA heavy baseline is my kind of silence. The volume is pumped up to the highest level on the stereo. Its so intense; you can feel it pulsing through you, replacing the blood that streams through your veins. Flashing strobe lights make everyone look like robots, dancing wildly in broken, disjointed movements. Theres bodies pressed up against each other, packed like a concentration camp. Sweat thats running down your arms, forehead, neck, probably isnt yours. But who cares? The only thing you can feel is the blinding head-rush from the little, innocent white pills you recall taking less than an hour ago. Light, quicP i l l s
Showtime.

4 in the AMWhat I'm thinking about is the couch cushion between us. That enormous island of doubt-inducing, fear-mongering plushy goodness. The way you sat on one end unknowingly, unwittingly breaking my heart.4 in the AM
What I'm thinking about is a future that may or may not be. One where you're not mine, and I can't call myself yours. A future? A nightmare.
What I'm thinking about is your sweet face, my heart strings play desire, a parting, goodnight embrace, a drive in cold attire.
What I'm thinking about is The way your body molds t


Cowabunga Dude.Take a deep breath. Feel the beat between your ribs. Open your eyes. Glare into the white, and scream from inside through fingernail words, protest the chaos, a wail like demons' spawn revealed in holy light, stare between the boards, shield your precious mind, cry contempt. cry regret. cry hopes and dreams and wonderful things. Dip an oar into the stream, hit bottom, push back, wrap frail fingers around the throats of Doubt, who abused and beaten, turns away and pulls back the page, ripping out chapters, and blurring the type.Cowabunga Dude.
I


telling a sad story backwards-17.telling a sad story backwards-
it smells like grief and sterilized metal.
i climb into andrews bed, though the nurses have strictly forbidden it. he closes his eyes and holds me tightly, because he says when he cant see me, it is easier to pretend i never happened to him.
15.
he pushes the cart aggressively down the aisle, pretending to mow over old ladies doing their sunday shopping.
"stop," i say giggling, lobbing a can of ravioli at him.
for a moment i think he simply didn't see me throw the can; it glances off his chest and falls to the floor, exploding in a pattern of
it means olive tree, and i don't like olives.
i don't want to dislike my son.
but i think i'll name him that anyway.</small>
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A little glass what?
i did enjoy the book but seriously people need to get over it, it's not that amazing.
Haha yep! Last one (chem) was on wedesnday. I think I messed it up but I'm just sooo happy they're over!!
Haha, what are you doing for work experience? Almost every other school in Bangkok does work experience except ours!
Omgsh, this is so random but have you seen the movie Up? It's the cutest thing ever!
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ahh that's pretty good! now the fun really begins ey. erm i was in the junior school that's just along my road, i was quite gutted actually cos the one week i was working there, steven gerrard's daughter was on holiday with him, ah bad times.
you could always get a job somewhere, you don't have to get it sorted through school (: it would still count and you could use it as a reference.
noo! it looks proper good though. have you seen it? xxx
it's kinda weird getting a job here though, cus i can't speak thai there isn't really a whole lot i can do
gaahhh, i cannot get over the fact that you live near steven gerrard! *drools* you're soo lucky! haha
yess, i've seen it twice, it's amazing! it's sooo adorable! xxx
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